I came to my room..
Tears rolling from my eyes
I tried to hide from Mark..
After I came to my room, I can't control them..
I sit on my bed.. and I started crying..
I was happy before Genie, visit..
But when she said..
"I don't give answers to the one who can't effort for a dress"
It stabs to me..
It hurts me a lot..
Yes, what she said was really true..
I can't even effort for the dress..
I lost everything.. That I can't even effort in to buy a slice of bread at least..
If Mark makes me to get out of his house..
I have to sell my body..
No Anna no, no...
You should not lose your character.. I said to myself...
If it comes to the point of my character it's better to take a death note instead of to lose my character..
she is the one who cares about me..
My mom personally takes care of my dresses..
I don't even know how to select my own dress..
She always prefers best for me even in hard times too...
I don't know how to live my life without my mom..
Mark, he really takes good care..
But I can't depend on him like this..
After Ria's case was closed..
I should leave Mark..
After that I am alone..
No one is there in my life..
Tears rolling from my eyes.. I am sobbing to myself..
I didn't even touch my mom for one last time..
I feel better if Mark takes me to my mom final rituals..
But he didn't..
When I ask him about my mom..
He said he will take to the grave..
I really feel bad..
But it's ok to visit the grave at least...
I close my eyes.. Then I remember again, what genie said about my clothes..
Yes, she is right..
My mom always says..
If I am not effort for it, then I don't have a right to enjoy it..
So I can't effort for a dress of 22lakhs..
So I should not accept it..
I don't go to the party..
I will inform this to mark tomorrow morning..
Meanwhile, Nany entered into my room to sleep.. I clean my face with hands..
"Nanny.. You can sleep at your place..
I can manage myself.."
Nanny: its ok beta.. I should take care of you..
Anna: nany.. I am fine see...
I went to the outside too...
I am not a patient anymore..
(I convinced her because she is suffering to sleep here by leaving her family...
I don't have family, at least Nany can spend some time with her family members)
Nanny: ok beta...
Call me if you need anything else..
Anna: ok nany... I said..
she left my room..
I didn't turn off the light and I am scared to sleep alone..
But I should get habituated to live alone sleep alone..
then I closed my eyes..
I went to sleep..
I got the same old nightmare that I am falling from the cliff..
I just closed my eyes to give up my life..
But someone hold my hand..
To pull me up..
I opened my eyes..
It was blurr I can't see him clearly..
He lifted me a
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